MASH(ED) UP

Life is full of choices.

For some those choices are life threatening but for others (like ME) its just pure dilemmatic. It  doesn’t take rocket science to know that you are OBLIGATED to choose your long LIVED future over short termed self indulging moments. BUT! Being the melodramatic AND melancholic person that I am, sometimes I think with my heart and I ask myself.. “What would I think to myself IF I chose A over B.. and vice versa” you know those kind of stuff . And now I REALLY want to choose self indulge OVER future. But my decision has been made like couple of months ago and I cant turned back the time. Well if I could wouldn’t I be rich already by now? I would be sipping wine eating the best caviar in Paris.. err okay that’s another story but yea ANYWAY.. im gonna live the next year of my life probably saying what if..

So the big question.. “WHAT WAS THE CHOICE I MADE THAT MADE ME SOO CRUSHED LIKE THIS??? Well the answer is that I think ( if things will go as planned, which this time is kind of a bad thing) I will miss the ONLY chance to be honored by Katy Perry’s presence on her California Dream’s Tour because I said YES to a internship program at Thailand..

I know its not LIFE threatening, BUT ITS FRIIGIN KATY  PERRY!! Aargh!! How can I live with  myself knowing that I missed her (probably) only one time concert here in INDONESIA!!??

Well here is my tribute for her.. a little MASH(ED) UP prose from her Teenage Dream Track listings.  

“My heart is beating so fast like a Hummingbird Heartbeat.. because my Teenage Dream just died like a quickly burning Firework. Pearls, California Girls, and even ET couldn't save me from going Circle The Drain. Last Friday Night was soo much fun but now? I don't even know Who Am I Living For anymore... She sure is more beautiful than Peacock and i wish i could see her.. but this is Not Like The Movies. It doesn't end with happily ever after. Oh Katy Perry, you are The One That Got Away..”

Love,

Your number one  Fan

(with another trillion people who prolly also claimed themselves as one)

Audi

The Unfinished Jobs

Before getting into the more word-filled bits I just want to say that I am deeply saddened by the eternal leave of Mr. Steven Paul Jobs. May his legacy continues and May he rest in peace, this particular post (regardless my poorly informed self) is dedicated to you. 

Imagination only takes one so far but without the true effort and perseverance no dream will take place in the space we refer as reality. Mr. Jobs really out done everyone (including himself) in terms of being a successful visionary. Armed with brilliant ideas and solid work ethics he has proclaimed the Kingdom of Apple as one of the most appealing, highly respected, and not to mention financially secured brand in the long history of information technology.

Branding as I said, was one of his forte. Not only advanced technology but the aesthetic aspects of his product were always very well planned. For that, we have to thank his oh-so-famous calligraphy class. Basically, he knew what he wanted, he knew how it should turn out to be and he simply reached out to it. Again, a visionary.

As much as it has been prepared, his death still causes a lot of shock through out the world. Endless prayers, bouquets, and memoriam were (and still are) found piling in many Apple Store. That’s how much of an icon he IS.

So, how to keep his legacy alive…?

Making purchases from his masterpieces? Yes, Maybe. But the best way (I think) to keep him with us, is by living up to his passion. Passion in doing what we love, in being YOU, in Life. Lets make an impact! Lets finish the Unfinished Jobs!

In the memory of Mr. Steven Paul Jobs (February 24,1955 - October 5, 2011)

Fresh Start!

Okay... Me? Blogging? that's kind of unusual..


But then again not really..


Says Who?


Says Me!


But you have so many issues..


With what?


With Me! With the the nonstop ride of obsessive self correction not to mention those preposterous thoughts you have on people


Oh well.. shut up you.. you know what they say.. Writing is sa socially acceptable form of schizophrenia


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dear non-existing reader.. well, that was my totally normal-definitely not creepy way of saying hi. From now on, i will try to post a regular "something"  on my nuovo blog ( no it wasn't meant to be a dry joke about the saying "sesuatu banget" that has been SCARILY sporadic.. Tsk! people and their self actualization cravings... anyway, i'll get back on that later) 

so.. yea.. see ya in a bit!