MASH(ED) UP

Life is full of choices.

For some those choices are life threatening but for others (like ME) its just pure dilemmatic. It  doesn’t take rocket science to know that you are OBLIGATED to choose your long LIVED future over short termed self indulging moments. BUT! Being the melodramatic AND melancholic person that I am, sometimes I think with my heart and I ask myself.. “What would I think to myself IF I chose A over B.. and vice versa” you know those kind of stuff . And now I REALLY want to choose self indulge OVER future. But my decision has been made like couple of months ago and I cant turned back the time. Well if I could wouldn’t I be rich already by now? I would be sipping wine eating the best caviar in Paris.. err okay that’s another story but yea ANYWAY.. im gonna live the next year of my life probably saying what if..

So the big question.. “WHAT WAS THE CHOICE I MADE THAT MADE ME SOO CRUSHED LIKE THIS??? Well the answer is that I think ( if things will go as planned, which this time is kind of a bad thing) I will miss the ONLY chance to be honored by Katy Perry’s presence on her California Dream’s Tour because I said YES to a internship program at Thailand..

I know its not LIFE threatening, BUT ITS FRIIGIN KATY  PERRY!! Aargh!! How can I live with  myself knowing that I missed her (probably) only one time concert here in INDONESIA!!??

Well here is my tribute for her.. a little MASH(ED) UP prose from her Teenage Dream Track listings.  

“My heart is beating so fast like a Hummingbird Heartbeat.. because my Teenage Dream just died like a quickly burning Firework. Pearls, California Girls, and even ET couldn't save me from going Circle The Drain. Last Friday Night was soo much fun but now? I don't even know Who Am I Living For anymore... She sure is more beautiful than Peacock and i wish i could see her.. but this is Not Like The Movies. It doesn't end with happily ever after. Oh Katy Perry, you are The One That Got Away..”

Love,

Your number one  Fan

(with another trillion people who prolly also claimed themselves as one)

Audi